Thursday, 1 May
9.30. Yesterday right out of QED, I found my BB to spin in the garage Grande Punto to Montagnac in the Hérault. Find the barbaric world of motorists with its big guns who get angry when we're focussing on their left lane to double our pace. Pathetic idiots!
I notice a marked recovery of excessive speed which would require a more ferocious repression. The paradox: in the name of preserving civil liberties is actually approves the taking of lives on the road, so morbid lot of violent deaths and premature.
A must on the asphalt highway to reach Mom and John in the rented cottage. 23h arrived a little before we eat in a warm atmosphere
vacation mom and we discover, by photo, the construction progress of the summer house located in a part of the garden of Fontes. The walls are erected and the roof looks for the coming weeks. Fun summer and shoulder seasons to come, the house should be delivered in mid-July. Divided into three
, the garden is unrecognizable with fallen trees, partially shaved his hedge and traces of temporary shell. The house that draws laughter foreshadows the family conversations sound by a taste for polemics mastered games pretext for shared delusions: the renewed range of sustainable human complicity. As a tribute to my existential adored grandmother continue at that site, the density emotional moment of true communion celebration, the essence of life alive, these parentheses that we would like eternity. Friday, May 2
Family Day, with Uncle Paul and his wife Liliane fontesols neighbors came in for lunch and stroll through the streets of Montagnac.
After visiting a few cooperatives this morning, we'll have coffee home before, BB and me to ride to Arles, for a completely different universe.
Seen yesterday on mom's computer, a photograph of a painting,
apparently tortured, Bruce: we must recognize her talent in design, layout, color and space of its paintings. That this fulfillment, I wish him, but I doubt an ethical impact on its relationship with the world. Art has never favored the exemplary existential. Our taste for the works of some may not bother with the sometimes sordid path of their authors.
exasperating hot topic: the poor purchasing power of the French. I've even change the channel, station or turn the page when we stuffed this media anthem that aggregates all discontent. Make us believe that the average situation of the population has deteriorated, when gauge the rate of technological equipment and the race to satisfy his desires, repels and irritates. As the cream pie of a euro that is original sin explaining the surge in prices for six years now.
Let the people stop to take a conglomerate con or at least to exhibit a minimum of memory. Any monetary situation is ambivalent, of course, but is it not better to benefit from a protective shield which, among other benefits, impedes the rise in oil for automotive consumers, only fantasize about the illusory profits that would have provided franc devalued twice in half a century?
Everyone has become accustomed in the era of agricultural surpluses (the peoples of the future emerging burst, they, of hunger, but it does not affect us more than that ...) to always pay less for food. We can aspire to even greater comfort, recreation, and bristle when masses of people access to a better life simply passes necessarily through diet. It will accept paying more for food and give up, if any, to the accessory equipment.
wretches who accepted their fate, we are in an era of misery claimant. Everyone justifies his distrust of politicians, economic, by reassuring simplistic on its own posture of victimhood. From what data can we assert that there would be more harmful, in relative weight among the leaders of multinationals among employees ? In his mind the approximate, the anonymous citizen admits there are bad apples within its ranks, and it is sometimes the subjects of fantasy or fascination, Kerviel Fourniret, but sees it as a generality of human deviance power holders. Let us, again, be modest in our sentences. Saturday, May 3
9:10. Night in the nice nest Fanny (Aix en Provence for the weekend), after a shared dinner with Louise and Richard. Opportunity to taste one of Pineau des Charentes Cognac XO exception and ageless, mixed with swirls of cigar Guantanamera. Waiting
my BB either beauty to go wander the colorful streets of Arles market. I let myself be lulled by a few inspirational tunes of a bookmark from my MP3: Jeff Buckley, John Legend ... and the myriad paths of objects and decorations to personalize this charming apartment. How not to detect in this place the beautiful soul who occupies it. This
revisits those moments of joyful troupe improvised magnified a few evenings. These moments when the good spirit fuse and complicity seems unwilling to expire. The Fanny, Mylène, Romy, Aude around BB's sister, and all those in attendance variable, which knew to create the time for a meeting, festive frame for a share renewal. From
factual, more than ever, the reflection at half mast. Continued Decade Cusset that allows me to counter, in the margin, some arguments.
Sunday, May 4 10:04. Homecoming. Funny how some environments, while welcoming the guests that are, let me close. As if I could get out of my defensive reserve. Pig character that I lug around!
Yesterday evening, sentimental evocation of the madness (set today) the son of Richard, with a Tunisian ever met, ten years older, and offering no other prospect than financial abyss to satisfy the needs of endless telephone conversations.
This fantasy of the feminine ideal, which takes you into the irrational, I got around 1994 with a degree of Rachel C. (The nickname of Ornella via the Minitel) and I had had some suspicions of voice and picture ... back! Fortunately, no phone got what saved me the financial consequences, but what drew the sincerity of the girl not even his perfidious manipulation. And toughen the little hearts sensitive than males to stop trying to be, or more than sparingly.
Monday, May 5, 11:24 p.m.
Attempt to resume Shaeffer offered by my BB and never had a decent flow of ink from a pen. My sweet work that night, a cover for both of us to regret. Dull life, for my part, which only responds to the minimum financial requirements. This life is nothing transcendent. Existential nothingness is not far. No bitterness, just the awareness of my limitations, my lack of ambition.
Tuesday, May 6, 11:23 p.m.
While I quinquennium sarkozyen year ends, the media snort
on the balance sheet. In Let us not mince words , the hoary, but still alive, Philippe Tesson s'enthousiaste on the audacity of the reformist head of state. For him, no president of the Fifth had undertaken many projects at once and change in all areas. The French population seems to admit the necessity of these reforms, even if, individually, each would not suffer the constraints by reserving its neighbors. Always this inability to challenge in social functioning.
The friendly relationship disintegrates, each focused on the obligations of its existence. The invitation raises or contact Barbara & Jean-Luc, Eddy & Bonny, did nothing. Availability much rarer Elo, Aline & Pedro. The remoteness of a rarefied Shue contacts, one of them Liselle destroyed. So pitiful result. Friday, May 9
Dinner at a fortnight on Wednesday in a college of my BB, confirmed my little inclined for meetings groupal. Each evokes a face so incomplete or distorted that any deviation from the apparent harmony identifies itself as an incongruity to nip in the bud. The three quarters of these, taken to the unit, nothing unpleasant, quite the opposite, but their conversation of choice, immediately assumed the gregariousness is the ad hominem attack for their professional world. Vice is pushed to let go of criticism prompted a couple, who started the first coffee completed.
This is not so scathing that disturbs me, my practice would make me pamphleteer otherwise inconsistent, that its expression in the absence of subjects trim and without question the face displayed in their presence.
Still, in the assembly meeting, a doctor and his (recent) partner irritate me: one tries to nonchalance stinging, annoying the other pulls his partner when a chance arises. As soon as I could counter an argument of the therapist, I did it with a coldness and an explicit edge. On their departure, the distracted handshake with the guy, the woman did not, to my great satisfaction, made the trip to me, and the final wording of the review
delivered, left no doubt some mutual attraction.
I have still not grown up my refractoriness shine assumed to Dupontel in Two hours to kill for my BB and the other friendly guests. Saturday, May 10
In Q boat on the comfortable terrace to be inaugurated on 15th instant. The artery of the green banks of the Rhone is well populated at 20:15. Summer parade which must delight the extended municipal team. Total appropriation by the people of Lyon. Cleanliness lawns left available for a late afternoon, would demonstrate respect of the premises.
After my pessimism in the Manus great, I'm almost reassured in this Manus laptop.
Resuming life near the river. The symbol and practice have propelled Lugdunum third among large cities in which to live.
As usual, I must be one of the few seated alone: with Monaco, some peanuts, pop my MP3, no regrets this situation and tender thoughts to my BB. Some evidence
flattering on my Journal posted: desert surrounding permits, to strengthen the ego a bit, as I leave traces in the object of praise.
First a Lyon anonymous resident street Bonnel, s'enthousiaste to have found this evidence of life that approaches the extravagances of a Bukowski, the influence of alcohol withdrawn. Probably my period romp with echoes in these pages. The
Bring on the Night on stage with a virtuoso of white and black, sends you to the ubiquitous star, like a musical waves travel at the speed of the senses in all directions, without limitation, hilarious take-off towards the peaks improv, a masterpiece of throbbing rhythm incarnate. The Adventures
human giving of oneself to a cause that allows you to grow a little humanity reconciled with the species unpredictable. A
dusk delivered will throw myself into other spheres. Improvise in my saddle Bitween Seven .
End of term for the conventional thick film: film city and the last mega Hollywood production: Iron Hand. Probably poor for the scenario, diving in the spectacular offset large strings. To serve the guts of the head. The singularity of his
Keziah Jones makes me wait in the waiting room of the complex.
The Rhone experiencing a summer like no other life, with all the advantages of lazy multiforme. Second
reaction of Alice in my article The softened months "but! ": she believes that only bad explanations justifying the high school student discontent, and nothing about the possible reluctance of some, others with abuse referred to the single waiver of course (I actually witnessed these behaviors during grumble maintained cons Devaquet the project in 1986 or 87). Convenient refuge in the systematic removal of fault on the head in place.
addition to this option of ultra tolerance, Alice m'abjure to believe in humanity and make lots of children to leave their land preserved by the hard struggle of a human community caring (I added a tad in the reformulation!). The central difference is there: I have no inclination to globalizing the concept of humanity, especially by exploring its bloody excesses, its barbarities Renewed always, ever since its inception. If attendance can lead me to the best feelings and judgments, I keep this distrust léautaudienne a priori. Sunday, May 11
These few days off to Lyon (almost) solo not densified enthusiasm and projects. The daily flow in work and leisure, without excites my fiber. This profound detachment from things, and even beings, illuminates the desert near relational expansion. I really do not want to stop the movement, as if my unspoken goal was to anchor myself in a city where no further attachment (except my BB!) Does continue. That's my nature: the refusal of the other inconvenient and that the inability to generate a relational monitoring. Tasteless
for others, how to invest more for a life fueled by construction? Dark, since I sleep, leaving the news, I have nothing to prove, just to ensure the vital minimum financial repay a mortgage over twenty years and allowing basic subsistence.
Monday, May 12 Last day of this playful interlude, I started the afternoon in a green cocoon, not far from the Rose Garden hosted by the singing of birds to angels, as exempt from predators.
The dark corner of yesterday do not parasitize the soaring enthusiasts.
A documentary about François Mitterrand reinforces my admiration for the private man. In addition, the tortuous Fanfan Mité , as I called him during his lifetime, has nevertheless given birth to an occupant of the Elysee to the stature of a statesman: not anything, in retrospect, when the gauge texture
presidential successors. The real deception comes from the French media, who in 1994, pretended to discover the fate chiaroscuro while The Crapouillot ("Maverick Magazine" counter) spent in 1972 a comprehensive study to life and the contradictions the first secretary of the PS
Man maintained at all costs the dignity of his appearance, not letting the throes of his illness liquefy mind. In contrast, in the comical Starko Karl Zero, one discovers a drop in behavioral Chirac, 
relaxed windbreaker with too broad, worn jeans, big red scarf knotted small-dog-to-granny , pinching of the lips and how Heaulme Egrot old approach.
The end of Mitterrand, 9 Avenue Frederic Le Play, did not fail to greatness. His choice to stop treatment and supply, not to undergo decay of the senses and mind, extreme
density with which he bade farewell to his loved ones, those of the two families, from Aswan to Latche, allowing everyone to withdraw affection or love that allows him to live better his death, all this reveals a nobility of soul, whatever his talents for carnivores achieve and maintain power. Power: passion which Madeleine Chapsal questioned in autumn 1995 for a book in preparation, authorized to visit him in his last home in Paris, and I accompany to the third floor, greeted by an impressive gorilla costume. She calls me soon after to deliver me his feelings and admiration and sadness for this man in her final and terrible battle. "I suffer like a dog ... not as two dogs! "Says he to his son Jean-Christophe. Gaullist dignity in this final straightness.
only regret when it is at the foot of the stately building, on the night of 2 to 3 January 1996, back
a clinic that has informed his doctor that in the next fortnight would reach the cancer cerebellum causing blindness, loss of language and intellectual shipwreck ("I know what I have to do is answer unambiguously the indomitable), he changed his mind, closes the door and asked Pierre Tourlier his driver to drive it for one last getaway in the heart of the capital of his beloved country. Refusal of the employee contends that the lack of doctor Jean-Pierre Tarot. 
If one can accept the response of the faithful driver for not having desired shoulder such a responsibility - and if Mitterrand had died unexpectedly during the night walk! - We regret with him post, not being able to offer the old man decided to end this painful body, these last moments of freedom for his piercing eyes, for its culture infinite for all his being eager to experience this joyful interlude. Including the message implicit in the refusal of the driver, do not take excessive risks, he relinquished last entertainment and joined the third floor which will come out alive.
Jacques Chirac will be the first person, unrelated family Mitterrand, to come and collect the remains of the late president, a little over six months after having escorted on the steps of the Elysee. The official tribute it will make the screens
prove that beyond the political opponent he respected the statesman and admired the private man. And politically, were they so opposed? Mitterrand origins rightists; Chirac, heart left ... The antagonism was particularly exacerbated for the conquest of the Presidency of the Republic. Relativize the past objections to honor the fundamental qualities, that the intelligent and sensitive gesture of Chirac. 
Bringing fates to better distinguish them, and wonder what has allowed Mitterrand to unite the two families around his coffin, while others do not succeed
not even collect their legitimate family complete. There Mazarine Pingeot which delivers fond memories for his father, further criticizing the salauderies offenders of their father. In Amstetten to the Ardennes, by bypassing the 
e flat country, of sickening revelations are building on the nothingness of those father enfumeurs reality, only determined to relieve their sordid sexual impulses. Friday, May 16
Divine surprise for the modest wage that I am: the accumulation of hours worked in excess, compared with other trainers, I owe a week of freedom. Ideal opportunity to write, publish and LDP to continue seizing and placing on the Internet to shut Journal.
Traneing In (?) The swirling Coltrane improvising on a topic.
From earth to sky, the grieving masses beyond our conceptions of Asian dramas more focused. The villains of authoritarian states manage humanitarian offers made by many countries as suspicious of interference. Certainly, the mighty Chinese have mastered them better than the outside world and infects the obtuse military junta to let them come to all the little dollars and euros, and the materials proposed, but dismiss initiatives humanities. In
malignant cynicism of the sphere Chinese leadership, does not meet the monomaniacal closure of the oppressors. The people, they suffer no illusions on both sides.
France, her hiccups until the reforms to take effect and without social upheaval. Yes, yes, the verse drummed on the purchasing power at half maintains the ambient growl, allowing everyone to see his own failures, his or her disability waivers on the state convenient porter. It manifestouille , yesh, that the Executive waives his initiatives, but without proposing viable behind. Unless the boil revolutionary and anti-capitalist Besancenot delivers us a quick fix. Go! Chiche! Let's give him the power five years, just to see ... and to have embodied the confirmation of the futility of simplistic slogans. His inability to form a movement that aggregates the components of the far left can make doubtful about his management skills range from the country. He fattens his stinging pace, but never disturbing tendencies of France who grumbles. Monday, May 19
Towards 15h. Back home Elo, as when I was teaching him to work on his memory and take up his new post where it has caught a staphylococcus aureus. If the leg is still sore, is being shaped.
last week in a C in air devoted to reforming
institutions, including the parliamentary dimension, among the invited experts in their field, Jean Gicquel I had in 1988 or 89 as professor of constitutional law. Twenty years later, again with the same twinkle in his eye, the same intonations, the same habit of eating certain word endings ... even if it seems far less comfortable on a television to host a amphitheater, emotion to see him in full argumentative passion. Among some memories, that of myself applauded by several hundred students for a matter giving rise to congratulate the teacher: how to explain the contradiction between the principle of non-retroactivity of the law (embodied in the DDHC) and integration of retroactivity for crimes against humanity. Distance from
with Alice, once again, was split by an absurd comment on my article Lead, Warfare, Dying . Why did you write an article in which we learn nothing: sure she knew everything details of the end of Mitterrand's life. Stupid remark: my text is the first emotion of a witness and not a demonstration informative. Other critical
track: I wanted to, oh wrong approach, look into the past! That's the critical caliber ... Who is this sick mind that is moved, incomprehensible, the evocation of a parcel of our political history? Is it his father's hatred specializes in exhuming the past that explains this shift?
Finally, his final spin is to decide on the lack of talent in my writing. This is a sentence that contradicts his own choice comment from another of my articles, which poured in advocating its literary qualities. Laughable hypocrisy. Our mutual intolerance must compel us not to contact us for an indefinite period. Wednesday, May 21
The relationship deteriorated further with Alice: to be convinced not to be alone in rejecting my writings, she ventured to the site of citizen journalists, AgoraVox , she taken for another of my blogs, leaving some ironic comments accompanied displaced "Kisses Lo! . The personal content of his remarks, a thousand miles from what is expected on the site (the argument supported on the items) put me in a rage.
In one of my responses, I noted that "when we share so little, we do not intimate terms." Opposite effect, she unwraps the context with its distorting prism: our parentage (without specifying non-blood), being found me through my main blog, the little inclined to my way of thinking and writing ... And the ultimate insult to her: "the new Heim arrived, yuck! . With that, I fired from my mailing list to inform of my publications on the web and I blocked his MSN address.
Grave contradiction in its approach: it sets itself up moralizing on my little inclined to humanity, and claims that I want to impose my views without accepting criticism. She argues on about my article and I would participate willingly in the debate created (as I do with my most virulent opponents on AgoraVox ), but it stops interfering in my existential choices of s ingenious to enlighten me on what a real writer. Stupid attitude. Finally, after Hermione setting a new distance salutary because of fundamental incompatibility. Perhaps our old days, when we have nothing to prove to the other, but only count the preserved condition, we can find, before the grim reaper mowing does all this troubled world.
Friday, May 23 The "do what you please" applies perfectly to the month my schedule. After the benefit of two bridges, including one five days a week of recovery for the excess hours worked in previous months, three weeks ahead of schedule will not a convict. To fully enjoy, so what I do at the head of Gold, quiet, facing a green expanse occupied by a few bucks.
After the explosion in the price of a barrel of oil, heavy fuel-consuming occupations and grunt call to the state. The competition to beg, to pressure by blocking ...
Tuesday, May 27
learned yesterday that the trainer HG, the longest in the structure, will end its partnership on June 13 next. He found a new way closer to home, and more related to the adult world of employment. Small
shock, right Likewise, to see who was speaking from the same subjects as me. The agreement was complete: I answered his mail invitation to a meal starting June 11 I hope it is not the first in a series. For my part, geographical proximity bow to pursue this activity. We see this turn of things in the real beginning of September-October.
Printing a transitional phase in lots of areas.
Institutional reform picks up a little media time, reducing, to my great satisfaction, treatment of the purchasing power of boring French consumer.
After Jean Gicquel, asked last week, Yves Calvi appealed to constitutional Guy Carcassonne to discuss the issue of the day. It feels much more comfortable on the board that his brilliant colleague from the Sorbonne, and it shows, in particular, the inanity of the term of hyper contiguous to Nicolas Sarkozy. His comparison between the effective powers held by a G. Pompidou and those who remain at the current head of state, is widely tipped the balance toward the first: very little decentralization, EEC still tentative, embryonic globalization, no IAA (an independent administrative authority), a public sector expanded to large financial structures, etc..
Christophe Barbier, another guest of Calvi, will try to save this beautiful name with a somewhat specious reasoning, the teacher's specific references were correct neologism of journalists and rough drafts by too much eagerness.
Guy Carcassonne has stressed the fundamental role of the media who seem to overlook serious in recent years: verify, through investigation, the applicability and consequences of multiple reforms announced with lots of trumpet.
Tonight, the popular jury trial Fourniret
had to deliberate, without doubt, follow the submissions of the prosecutor characterized by the ignominy of the facts and beings. "A stack, Fourniret. A stack, Olivier "he concluded his stigma of the inhumanity of vicious criminals. At 11:27 p.m., I turn on France Info radio to check if the award has not already made ... it does not yet appear.
Always a little tour of the world by the Journal presented by Vincent Hervouet catchy. Tone always singular in a PAF Information majority agreed. Thursday, May 29
The subject is complex, subject to contradictory or complementary studies, but it allows parallel can be savory or by sordid state of mind.
While riots catalyze the poorest countries, and that one cause of soaring prices is the increasing share of agricultural production devoted to feed ... the engines, the pack of corporatism, via the rich countries, seeking any financial support to extend the activities consuming large amounts of fuel.
The packs endless
"Making full! "There's a nice banner of consumer society to the bottom ... Siphon the tank to fill up: the plump can then drag his carcass when rolling envy requires, without hindrance, except to find ways to its convenience. Freedom of movement: fundamental to the sedentary biped, for now still predominantly white and Western.
finish the golden age of carefree suckling teats of OPEC! The emergence of some other forces desire ... The complexity of this reflected in a few key phrases that lock any prospect of declining oil prices: skyrocketing demand, strategic control of supply, uncertainty about the reserves, financial speculation. Disgusts some grub and reconciliations revolt.
There, the riots catalyze poor countries:
unbearable price of food. One reason: the increasing share of agricultural production devoted to feed ... engines! Proponents of the Deep Ecology should rejoice: this program could continue, concomitantly, reduce pollution and alleviate the planet a few million souls human, the ugly!
Here corporatist packs are ready to violent one-upmanship to get the necessary financial infusion to survive. Some professions are suffering from clubbed energy. It can even be moved by some tragic fate, but the policy should not systematically meet the demands of aid, relief, rebates and other compensation under penalty of a fatal air appeal claims cascade. A
always expect everything from a state that should have margins as financial input from the community, it skews the freedom of enterprise, by definition fraught with risks. If any professional on the verge of bankruptcy, whatever the cause, as required by the fishermen, farmers, carriers (of goods and people) that the government biffetons the alginate, the risk of implosion of the system will clarify.
Failing generous state, although some would take over huge profits from Total, ignoring the tens of thousands of employees of the French multinational, needs investment to ensure the future of the business and weakening of a flagship of the economy National face the mastodons competitors in its sector. The naive revolutionary arrogate money of the wealthy and everything will be better, makes us wonder about the little lessons learned from the application of ideologies confiscatory.
the grunts did not finish to succeed or even be combined.
The gold price viscous may be a reflection of a market "crazy" as the calls Secretary General of OPEC. However, the IEA states: the four hundred largest oil fields - what bucolic metaphor, there gambaderont barefoot ! - Are emptying faster than expected. This can only exacerbate the surge in prices. Four hundred billion barrels, reserves currently available from eight countries largest producers. Eighty-seven million barrels: daily production in 2008. The report to be made between these data do not calm the gas guzzlers, but to resign themselves to find other resources or other operating modes.
Again, France alone has little power to resolve this crisis, except to create the hemorrhaging of its deficits. That the European Union to explore solutions: rules protectionist reorganization of distressed sectors, bulk purchases of diesel fuel will lower prices, etc..
a positive note, though: we no longer hear the nostalgic nonsense Eurosceptics. The face of our farmers and fishermen as if the old franc had endured soaring oil prices! Each European citizen, whose national currency
showed no evidence of strong wages - dive into your memories, ask your elders! - Can rent the euro whenever he goes to the pump and the apparent stiffness thank Jean-Claude Trichet. It will change a little stale air: "I blame the euro, if I'm in the gutter! The European bitch left me alone in pain! "All those
detect anywhere, any price increases intolerable (certainly in the technological equipment necessary!), With the famous and hideous purchasing power at half-mast by the media to reflect a moment on what constitutes consumption. Is not that rather a rebalancing towards the fundamental values? At present too
purchase act as the exercise of a power
sovereign individual, you might have forgotten that food, shelter, heating and transportation had no real part in our budget: the development of others, including Asians distant, before this is round, hopefully, Africa, reminds us cruelly.
When will strike holidaymakers rebelling against a fuel cost prohibitive to restrain their wanderings?
9.30. Yesterday right out of QED, I found my BB to spin in the garage Grande Punto to Montagnac in the Hérault. Find the barbaric world of motorists with its big guns who get angry when we're focussing on their left lane to double our pace. Pathetic idiots!
I notice a marked recovery of excessive speed which would require a more ferocious repression. The paradox: in the name of preserving civil liberties is actually approves the taking of lives on the road, so morbid lot of violent deaths and premature.
A must on the asphalt highway to reach Mom and John in the rented cottage. 23h arrived a little before we eat in a warm atmosphere
vacation mom and we discover, by photo, the construction progress of the summer house located in a part of the garden of Fontes. The walls are erected and the roof looks for the coming weeks. Fun summer and shoulder seasons to come, the house should be delivered in mid-July. Divided into three , the garden is unrecognizable with fallen trees, partially shaved his hedge and traces of temporary shell. The house that draws laughter foreshadows the family conversations sound by a taste for polemics mastered games pretext for shared delusions: the renewed range of sustainable human complicity. As a tribute to my existential adored grandmother continue at that site, the density emotional moment of true communion celebration, the essence of life alive, these parentheses that we would like eternity. Friday, May 2
Family Day, with Uncle Paul and his wife Liliane fontesols neighbors came in for lunch and stroll through the streets of Montagnac.
After visiting a few cooperatives this morning, we'll have coffee home before, BB and me to ride to Arles, for a completely different universe.
Seen yesterday on mom's computer, a photograph of a painting,
apparently tortured, Bruce: we must recognize her talent in design, layout, color and space of its paintings. That this fulfillment, I wish him, but I doubt an ethical impact on its relationship with the world. Art has never favored the exemplary existential. Our taste for the works of some may not bother with the sometimes sordid path of their authors. exasperating hot topic: the poor purchasing power of the French. I've even change the channel, station or turn the page when we stuffed this media anthem that aggregates all discontent. Make us believe that the average situation of the population has deteriorated, when gauge the rate of technological equipment and the race to satisfy his desires, repels and irritates. As the cream pie of a euro that is original sin explaining the surge in prices for six years now.
Let the people stop to take a conglomerate con or at least to exhibit a minimum of memory. Any monetary situation is ambivalent, of course, but is it not better to benefit from a protective shield which, among other benefits, impedes the rise in oil for automotive consumers, only fantasize about the illusory profits that would have provided franc devalued twice in half a century?
Everyone has become accustomed in the era of agricultural surpluses (the peoples of the future emerging burst, they, of hunger, but it does not affect us more than that ...) to always pay less for food. We can aspire to even greater comfort, recreation, and bristle when masses of people access to a better life simply passes necessarily through diet. It will accept paying more for food and give up, if any, to the accessory equipment.
wretches who accepted their fate, we are in an era of misery claimant. Everyone justifies his distrust of politicians, economic, by reassuring simplistic on its own posture of victimhood. From what data can we assert that there would be more harmful, in relative weight among the leaders of multinationals among employees ? In his mind the approximate, the anonymous citizen admits there are bad apples within its ranks, and it is sometimes the subjects of fantasy or fascination, Kerviel Fourniret, but sees it as a generality of human deviance power holders. Let us, again, be modest in our sentences. Saturday, May 3
9:10. Night in the nice nest Fanny (Aix en Provence for the weekend), after a shared dinner with Louise and Richard. Opportunity to taste one of Pineau des Charentes Cognac XO exception and ageless, mixed with swirls of cigar Guantanamera. Waiting
my BB either beauty to go wander the colorful streets of Arles market. I let myself be lulled by a few inspirational tunes of a bookmark from my MP3: Jeff Buckley, John Legend ... and the myriad paths of objects and decorations to personalize this charming apartment. How not to detect in this place the beautiful soul who occupies it. This
revisits those moments of joyful troupe improvised magnified a few evenings. These moments when the good spirit fuse and complicity seems unwilling to expire. The Fanny, Mylène, Romy, Aude around BB's sister, and all those in attendance variable, which knew to create the time for a meeting, festive frame for a share renewal. From
factual, more than ever, the reflection at half mast. Continued Decade Cusset that allows me to counter, in the margin, some arguments.
Sunday, May 4 10:04. Homecoming. Funny how some environments, while welcoming the guests that are, let me close. As if I could get out of my defensive reserve. Pig character that I lug around!
Yesterday evening, sentimental evocation of the madness (set today) the son of Richard, with a Tunisian ever met, ten years older, and offering no other prospect than financial abyss to satisfy the needs of endless telephone conversations.
This fantasy of the feminine ideal, which takes you into the irrational, I got around 1994 with a degree of Rachel C. (The nickname of Ornella via the Minitel) and I had had some suspicions of voice and picture ... back! Fortunately, no phone got what saved me the financial consequences, but what drew the sincerity of the girl not even his perfidious manipulation. And toughen the little hearts sensitive than males to stop trying to be, or more than sparingly.
Monday, May 5, 11:24 p.m.
Attempt to resume Shaeffer offered by my BB and never had a decent flow of ink from a pen. My sweet work that night, a cover for both of us to regret. Dull life, for my part, which only responds to the minimum financial requirements. This life is nothing transcendent. Existential nothingness is not far. No bitterness, just the awareness of my limitations, my lack of ambition.
Tuesday, May 6, 11:23 p.m.
While I quinquennium sarkozyen year ends, the media snort
on the balance sheet. In Let us not mince words , the hoary, but still alive, Philippe Tesson s'enthousiaste on the audacity of the reformist head of state. For him, no president of the Fifth had undertaken many projects at once and change in all areas. The French population seems to admit the necessity of these reforms, even if, individually, each would not suffer the constraints by reserving its neighbors. Always this inability to challenge in social functioning. The friendly relationship disintegrates, each focused on the obligations of its existence. The invitation raises or contact Barbara & Jean-Luc, Eddy & Bonny, did nothing. Availability much rarer Elo, Aline & Pedro. The remoteness of a rarefied Shue contacts, one of them Liselle destroyed. So pitiful result. Friday, May 9
Dinner at a fortnight on Wednesday in a college of my BB, confirmed my little inclined for meetings groupal. Each evokes a face so incomplete or distorted that any deviation from the apparent harmony identifies itself as an incongruity to nip in the bud. The three quarters of these, taken to the unit, nothing unpleasant, quite the opposite, but their conversation of choice, immediately assumed the gregariousness is the ad hominem attack for their professional world. Vice is pushed to let go of criticism prompted a couple, who started the first coffee completed.
This is not so scathing that disturbs me, my practice would make me pamphleteer otherwise inconsistent, that its expression in the absence of subjects trim and without question the face displayed in their presence.
Still, in the assembly meeting, a doctor and his (recent) partner irritate me: one tries to nonchalance stinging, annoying the other pulls his partner when a chance arises. As soon as I could counter an argument of the therapist, I did it with a coldness and an explicit edge. On their departure, the distracted handshake with the guy, the woman did not, to my great satisfaction, made the trip to me, and the final wording of the review
delivered, left no doubt some mutual attraction. I have still not grown up my refractoriness shine assumed to Dupontel in Two hours to kill for my BB and the other friendly guests. Saturday, May 10
In Q boat on the comfortable terrace to be inaugurated on 15th instant. The artery of the green banks of the Rhone is well populated at 20:15. Summer parade which must delight the extended municipal team. Total appropriation by the people of Lyon. Cleanliness lawns left available for a late afternoon, would demonstrate respect of the premises.
After my pessimism in the Manus great, I'm almost reassured in this Manus laptop.
Resuming life near the river. The symbol and practice have propelled Lugdunum third among large cities in which to live.
As usual, I must be one of the few seated alone: with Monaco, some peanuts, pop my MP3, no regrets this situation and tender thoughts to my BB. Some evidence
flattering on my Journal posted: desert surrounding permits, to strengthen the ego a bit, as I leave traces in the object of praise.
First a Lyon anonymous resident street Bonnel, s'enthousiaste to have found this evidence of life that approaches the extravagances of a Bukowski, the influence of alcohol withdrawn. Probably my period romp with echoes in these pages. The Bring on the Night on stage with a virtuoso of white and black, sends you to the ubiquitous star, like a musical waves travel at the speed of the senses in all directions, without limitation, hilarious take-off towards the peaks improv, a masterpiece of throbbing rhythm incarnate. The Adventures
human giving of oneself to a cause that allows you to grow a little humanity reconciled with the species unpredictable. A
dusk delivered will throw myself into other spheres. Improvise in my saddle Bitween Seven .
End of term for the conventional thick film: film city and the last mega Hollywood production: Iron Hand. Probably poor for the scenario, diving in the spectacular offset large strings. To serve the guts of the head. The singularity of his
Keziah Jones makes me wait in the waiting room of the complex.
The Rhone experiencing a summer like no other life, with all the advantages of lazy multiforme. Second
reaction of Alice in my article The softened months "but! ": she believes that only bad explanations justifying the high school student discontent, and nothing about the possible reluctance of some, others with abuse referred to the single waiver of course (I actually witnessed these behaviors during grumble maintained cons Devaquet the project in 1986 or 87). Convenient refuge in the systematic removal of fault on the head in place.
addition to this option of ultra tolerance, Alice m'abjure to believe in humanity and make lots of children to leave their land preserved by the hard struggle of a human community caring (I added a tad in the reformulation!). The central difference is there: I have no inclination to globalizing the concept of humanity, especially by exploring its bloody excesses, its barbarities Renewed always, ever since its inception. If attendance can lead me to the best feelings and judgments, I keep this distrust léautaudienne a priori. Sunday, May 11
These few days off to Lyon (almost) solo not densified enthusiasm and projects. The daily flow in work and leisure, without excites my fiber. This profound detachment from things, and even beings, illuminates the desert near relational expansion. I really do not want to stop the movement, as if my unspoken goal was to anchor myself in a city where no further attachment (except my BB!) Does continue. That's my nature: the refusal of the other inconvenient and that the inability to generate a relational monitoring. Tasteless
for others, how to invest more for a life fueled by construction? Dark, since I sleep, leaving the news, I have nothing to prove, just to ensure the vital minimum financial repay a mortgage over twenty years and allowing basic subsistence.
Monday, May 12 Last day of this playful interlude, I started the afternoon in a green cocoon, not far from the Rose Garden hosted by the singing of birds to angels, as exempt from predators.
The dark corner of yesterday do not parasitize the soaring enthusiasts.
A documentary about François Mitterrand reinforces my admiration for the private man. In addition, the tortuous Fanfan Mité , as I called him during his lifetime, has nevertheless given birth to an occupant of the Elysee to the stature of a statesman: not anything, in retrospect, when the gauge texture
presidential successors. The real deception comes from the French media, who in 1994, pretended to discover the fate chiaroscuro while The Crapouillot ("Maverick Magazine" counter) spent in 1972 a comprehensive study to life and the contradictions the first secretary of the PS 
Man maintained at all costs the dignity of his appearance, not letting the throes of his illness liquefy mind. In contrast, in the comical Starko Karl Zero, one discovers a drop in behavioral Chirac, 
relaxed windbreaker with too broad, worn jeans, big red scarf knotted small-dog-to-granny , pinching of the lips and how Heaulme Egrot old approach. The end of Mitterrand, 9 Avenue Frederic Le Play, did not fail to greatness. His choice to stop treatment and supply, not to undergo decay of the senses and mind, extreme
density with which he bade farewell to his loved ones, those of the two families, from Aswan to Latche, allowing everyone to withdraw affection or love that allows him to live better his death, all this reveals a nobility of soul, whatever his talents for carnivores achieve and maintain power. Power: passion which Madeleine Chapsal questioned in autumn 1995 for a book in preparation, authorized to visit him in his last home in Paris, and I accompany to the third floor, greeted by an impressive gorilla costume. She calls me soon after to deliver me his feelings and admiration and sadness for this man in her final and terrible battle. "I suffer like a dog ... not as two dogs! "Says he to his son Jean-Christophe. Gaullist dignity in this final straightness. only regret when it is at the foot of the stately building, on the night of 2 to 3 January 1996, back
a clinic that has informed his doctor that in the next fortnight would reach the cancer cerebellum causing blindness, loss of language and intellectual shipwreck ("I know what I have to do is answer unambiguously the indomitable), he changed his mind, closes the door and asked Pierre Tourlier his driver to drive it for one last getaway in the heart of the capital of his beloved country. Refusal of the employee contends that the lack of doctor Jean-Pierre Tarot. 
If one can accept the response of the faithful driver for not having desired shoulder such a responsibility - and if Mitterrand had died unexpectedly during the night walk! - We regret with him post, not being able to offer the old man decided to end this painful body, these last moments of freedom for his piercing eyes, for its culture infinite for all his being eager to experience this joyful interlude. Including the message implicit in the refusal of the driver, do not take excessive risks, he relinquished last entertainment and joined the third floor which will come out alive. Jacques Chirac will be the first person, unrelated family Mitterrand, to come and collect the remains of the late president, a little over six months after having escorted on the steps of the Elysee. The official tribute it will make the screens
prove that beyond the political opponent he respected the statesman and admired the private man. And politically, were they so opposed? Mitterrand origins rightists; Chirac, heart left ... The antagonism was particularly exacerbated for the conquest of the Presidency of the Republic. Relativize the past objections to honor the fundamental qualities, that the intelligent and sensitive gesture of Chirac. 
Bringing fates to better distinguish them, and wonder what has allowed Mitterrand to unite the two families around his coffin, while others do not succeed
not even collect their legitimate family complete. There Mazarine Pingeot which delivers fond memories for his father, further criticizing the salauderies offenders of their father. In Amstetten to the Ardennes, by bypassing the 
e flat country, of sickening revelations are building on the nothingness of those father enfumeurs reality, only determined to relieve their sordid sexual impulses. Friday, May 16 Divine surprise for the modest wage that I am: the accumulation of hours worked in excess, compared with other trainers, I owe a week of freedom. Ideal opportunity to write, publish and LDP to continue seizing and placing on the Internet to shut Journal.
Traneing In (?) The swirling Coltrane improvising on a topic.
From earth to sky, the grieving masses beyond our conceptions of Asian dramas more focused. The villains of authoritarian states manage humanitarian offers made by many countries as suspicious of interference. Certainly, the mighty Chinese have mastered them better than the outside world and infects the obtuse military junta to let them come to all the little dollars and euros, and the materials proposed, but dismiss initiatives humanities. In
malignant cynicism of the sphere Chinese leadership, does not meet the monomaniacal closure of the oppressors. The people, they suffer no illusions on both sides.
France, her hiccups until the reforms to take effect and without social upheaval. Yes, yes, the verse drummed on the purchasing power at half maintains the ambient growl, allowing everyone to see his own failures, his or her disability waivers on the state convenient porter. It manifestouille , yesh, that the Executive waives his initiatives, but without proposing viable behind. Unless the boil revolutionary and anti-capitalist Besancenot delivers us a quick fix. Go! Chiche! Let's give him the power five years, just to see ... and to have embodied the confirmation of the futility of simplistic slogans. His inability to form a movement that aggregates the components of the far left can make doubtful about his management skills range from the country. He fattens his stinging pace, but never disturbing tendencies of France who grumbles. Monday, May 19
Towards 15h. Back home Elo, as when I was teaching him to work on his memory and take up his new post where it has caught a staphylococcus aureus. If the leg is still sore, is being shaped.
last week in a C in air devoted to reforming
institutions, including the parliamentary dimension, among the invited experts in their field, Jean Gicquel I had in 1988 or 89 as professor of constitutional law. Twenty years later, again with the same twinkle in his eye, the same intonations, the same habit of eating certain word endings ... even if it seems far less comfortable on a television to host a amphitheater, emotion to see him in full argumentative passion. Among some memories, that of myself applauded by several hundred students for a matter giving rise to congratulate the teacher: how to explain the contradiction between the principle of non-retroactivity of the law (embodied in the DDHC) and integration of retroactivity for crimes against humanity. Distance from with Alice, once again, was split by an absurd comment on my article Lead, Warfare, Dying . Why did you write an article in which we learn nothing: sure she knew everything details of the end of Mitterrand's life. Stupid remark: my text is the first emotion of a witness and not a demonstration informative. Other critical
track: I wanted to, oh wrong approach, look into the past! That's the critical caliber ... Who is this sick mind that is moved, incomprehensible, the evocation of a parcel of our political history? Is it his father's hatred specializes in exhuming the past that explains this shift?
Finally, his final spin is to decide on the lack of talent in my writing. This is a sentence that contradicts his own choice comment from another of my articles, which poured in advocating its literary qualities. Laughable hypocrisy. Our mutual intolerance must compel us not to contact us for an indefinite period. Wednesday, May 21
The relationship deteriorated further with Alice: to be convinced not to be alone in rejecting my writings, she ventured to the site of citizen journalists, AgoraVox , she taken for another of my blogs, leaving some ironic comments accompanied displaced "Kisses Lo! . The personal content of his remarks, a thousand miles from what is expected on the site (the argument supported on the items) put me in a rage.
In one of my responses, I noted that "when we share so little, we do not intimate terms." Opposite effect, she unwraps the context with its distorting prism: our parentage (without specifying non-blood), being found me through my main blog, the little inclined to my way of thinking and writing ... And the ultimate insult to her: "the new Heim arrived, yuck! . With that, I fired from my mailing list to inform of my publications on the web and I blocked his MSN address.
Grave contradiction in its approach: it sets itself up moralizing on my little inclined to humanity, and claims that I want to impose my views without accepting criticism. She argues on about my article and I would participate willingly in the debate created (as I do with my most virulent opponents on AgoraVox ), but it stops interfering in my existential choices of s ingenious to enlighten me on what a real writer. Stupid attitude. Finally, after Hermione setting a new distance salutary because of fundamental incompatibility. Perhaps our old days, when we have nothing to prove to the other, but only count the preserved condition, we can find, before the grim reaper mowing does all this troubled world.
Friday, May 23 The "do what you please" applies perfectly to the month my schedule. After the benefit of two bridges, including one five days a week of recovery for the excess hours worked in previous months, three weeks ahead of schedule will not a convict. To fully enjoy, so what I do at the head of Gold, quiet, facing a green expanse occupied by a few bucks.
After the explosion in the price of a barrel of oil, heavy fuel-consuming occupations and grunt call to the state. The competition to beg, to pressure by blocking ...
Tuesday, May 27
learned yesterday that the trainer HG, the longest in the structure, will end its partnership on June 13 next. He found a new way closer to home, and more related to the adult world of employment. Small
shock, right Likewise, to see who was speaking from the same subjects as me. The agreement was complete: I answered his mail invitation to a meal starting June 11 I hope it is not the first in a series. For my part, geographical proximity bow to pursue this activity. We see this turn of things in the real beginning of September-October.
Printing a transitional phase in lots of areas.
Institutional reform picks up a little media time, reducing, to my great satisfaction, treatment of the purchasing power of boring French consumer.
After Jean Gicquel, asked last week, Yves Calvi appealed to constitutional Guy Carcassonne to discuss the issue of the day. It feels much more comfortable on the board that his brilliant colleague from the Sorbonne, and it shows, in particular, the inanity of the term of hyper contiguous to Nicolas Sarkozy. His comparison between the effective powers held by a G. Pompidou and those who remain at the current head of state, is widely tipped the balance toward the first: very little decentralization, EEC still tentative, embryonic globalization, no IAA (an independent administrative authority), a public sector expanded to large financial structures, etc..
Christophe Barbier, another guest of Calvi, will try to save this beautiful name with a somewhat specious reasoning, the teacher's specific references were correct neologism of journalists and rough drafts by too much eagerness.
Guy Carcassonne has stressed the fundamental role of the media who seem to overlook serious in recent years: verify, through investigation, the applicability and consequences of multiple reforms announced with lots of trumpet.
Tonight, the popular jury trial Fourniret
had to deliberate, without doubt, follow the submissions of the prosecutor characterized by the ignominy of the facts and beings. "A stack, Fourniret. A stack, Olivier "he concluded his stigma of the inhumanity of vicious criminals. At 11:27 p.m., I turn on France Info radio to check if the award has not already made ... it does not yet appear. Always a little tour of the world by the Journal presented by Vincent Hervouet catchy. Tone always singular in a PAF Information majority agreed. Thursday, May 29
The subject is complex, subject to contradictory or complementary studies, but it allows parallel can be savory or by sordid state of mind.
While riots catalyze the poorest countries, and that one cause of soaring prices is the increasing share of agricultural production devoted to feed ... the engines, the pack of corporatism, via the rich countries, seeking any financial support to extend the activities consuming large amounts of fuel.
The packs endless
"Making full! "There's a nice banner of consumer society to the bottom ... Siphon the tank to fill up: the plump can then drag his carcass when rolling envy requires, without hindrance, except to find ways to its convenience. Freedom of movement: fundamental to the sedentary biped, for now still predominantly white and Western. finish the golden age of carefree suckling teats of OPEC! The emergence of some other forces desire ... The complexity of this reflected in a few key phrases that lock any prospect of declining oil prices: skyrocketing demand, strategic control of supply, uncertainty about the reserves, financial speculation. Disgusts some grub and reconciliations revolt.
There, the riots catalyze poor countries:
unbearable price of food. One reason: the increasing share of agricultural production devoted to feed ... engines! Proponents of the Deep Ecology should rejoice: this program could continue, concomitantly, reduce pollution and alleviate the planet a few million souls human, the ugly! Here corporatist packs are ready to violent one-upmanship to get the necessary financial infusion to survive. Some professions are suffering from clubbed energy. It can even be moved by some tragic fate, but the policy should not systematically meet the demands of aid, relief, rebates and other compensation under penalty of a fatal air appeal claims cascade. A
always expect everything from a state that should have margins as financial input from the community, it skews the freedom of enterprise, by definition fraught with risks. If any professional on the verge of bankruptcy, whatever the cause, as required by the fishermen, farmers, carriers (of goods and people) that the government biffetons the alginate, the risk of implosion of the system will clarify.
Failing generous state, although some would take over huge profits from Total, ignoring the tens of thousands of employees of the French multinational, needs investment to ensure the future of the business and weakening of a flagship of the economy National face the mastodons competitors in its sector. The naive revolutionary arrogate money of the wealthy and everything will be better, makes us wonder about the little lessons learned from the application of ideologies confiscatory. the grunts did not finish to succeed or even be combined.
The gold price viscous may be a reflection of a market "crazy" as the calls Secretary General of OPEC. However, the IEA states: the four hundred largest oil fields - what bucolic metaphor, there gambaderont barefoot ! - Are emptying faster than expected. This can only exacerbate the surge in prices. Four hundred billion barrels, reserves currently available from eight countries largest producers. Eighty-seven million barrels: daily production in 2008. The report to be made between these data do not calm the gas guzzlers, but to resign themselves to find other resources or other operating modes. Again, France alone has little power to resolve this crisis, except to create the hemorrhaging of its deficits. That the European Union to explore solutions: rules protectionist reorganization of distressed sectors, bulk purchases of diesel fuel will lower prices, etc..
a positive note, though: we no longer hear the nostalgic nonsense Eurosceptics. The face of our farmers and fishermen as if the old franc had endured soaring oil prices! Each European citizen, whose national currency
showed no evidence of strong wages - dive into your memories, ask your elders! - Can rent the euro whenever he goes to the pump and the apparent stiffness thank Jean-Claude Trichet. It will change a little stale air: "I blame the euro, if I'm in the gutter! The European bitch left me alone in pain! "All those detect anywhere, any price increases intolerable (certainly in the technological equipment necessary!), With the famous and hideous purchasing power at half-mast by the media to reflect a moment on what constitutes consumption. Is not that rather a rebalancing towards the fundamental values? At present too
purchase act as the exercise of a power
sovereign individual, you might have forgotten that food, shelter, heating and transportation had no real part in our budget: the development of others, including Asians distant, before this is round, hopefully, Africa, reminds us cruelly. When will strike holidaymakers rebelling against a fuel cost prohibitive to restrain their wanderings?
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